A father’s memoir of bereavement, grief and suicide. Apparently, Death has a morbid fascination with me. The following chapters catalogue the many times I have been close to death—the most devastating were my two sons: Tim, who died risk taking when he was 15, and James, who took his own life at 27. What we can learn from death and how to make it manageable is the reason I am writing here. https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/1442622