ohgod ohgod ohgod
I'm weeping my eyes out here.
This is so heart-breaking.
I just
I just
can't
so sorry
I CAN'T ( )

Will someone please tell me why in the ever-loving-hell I did not take the tags seriously enough? I now have one of those headaches you get from trying really hard not to cry in a packed movie theater because I was stupid enough to think I could read this in bed next to my sleeping hubby and not disturb him. Since he's now in the kitchen getting himself a midnight snack it's safe to say I failed in the "not disturbing him" plan.

And because I must really hate myself, I went on to read a small little scene inspired by this story, After by Emma_Sea http://archiveofourown.org/works/3875386.

Shit. Now I gotta go open a new box of Puffs Plus with Lotion. And maybe put some cucumber slices on my swollen eyes. ( )