general chat #21

We should forget about what happened and start fresh.

mhm umm sure

I may take a large or short break from LT.....since when I'm here we fight a lot

this is the first fight i witnessed

also owl i'll miss you but i respect your decision if u decide to leave

It isn't your fault. Pls don't quit, I would get too worried. Like I said we should forget about that.

I agree with jynx but taking breaks can be healthy

I started both of them

Started what?

But imma go for the night i need a smol break

>8 Owltherian: Oh, no you didnt

>10 Kwitty.G0re: ok

Also, sry yall

Sowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwy owlll see ya later

its not your fault- its mine for even saying anything

>13 Jynx_on_pawz: it's fine lol

>15 Owltherian: Nah owl things happen ppl learn from their mistakes

>15 Owltherian: no, owl, I think you need to get that out of your system more often. I won't try to make you believe in God (Not pointing that at moicah) but maybe you should get therapy

>17 Kwitty.G0re: she didn't make a mistake

It really seems like if i leave, no more fights would happen, no more annoyed people, and i have had 7 therapists

Sry, forgot my opinion doesn't matter

>20 Owltherian: not true

Its not like many people would miss me besides, you, Kwitty, Yuuki, and maybe a few more...

>23 Owltherian: lots of people would miss u

Don't leaveeeeeeeee i literally barely talk to anyone else on here

>19 Jynx_on_pawz: sowwwy i didn't mean it like that

Lol the fact you keep saying you're leaving

oh me

i just don't want owl to leaveeeeeee for ever

cuz i have no other way to talk to them

Idc. Here I am being the fuck head again.

hey don't call urself that

I do.
There was one person in particular that I would've punched today if they were url. It wasn't owl or Moicah btw

...

i need to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep owl u still there

>34 Jynx_on_pawz: who

Shit, it was probs me

me???(i already have problems with too many mf's)

yeah...

>37 Shadowheart1253: nope

was it me.................

Just say it already

.....................................

Anyway so how is y'alls day until the fight?

so no-one is gonna answer me i'm just gonna leave then

How is this girl so dayum hot?:

Peace out owll

>44 Jynx_on_pawz: Eh, could be better cried a bunch but uh I'm pretty calm now

>47 Kwitty.G0re: *huggo* gnnn

>45 Kwitty.G0re: ur ok

>50 Jynx_on_pawz: nah i'm not i already have several ppl who don't like me or were upset with me for what reason idfk

*extremely tired owl noises*

but it's whatev that's what i get for even trying

Damn me just realising how bitchy I am when I am mad

...sry kwitty

You.....don't.....say

Oh?

I HATE PEOPLE(not u ya'll just i'm stressed)

I appreciate it!!

baii baii tho love to love ya'll

but my mom is coming

I am too tired to fucking deal with this-

...

This is all just bs

now can we be civil?

Ig
We should ask kwitty

they had to go bc of their mum

i dont even know why i mentioned anything about God

well yeah..but if i hadn't added onto it then it wouldn't have happened at all

It's ok! I think you should stop blaming so much on yourself

ive been doing it for years....so im used to doing it to myself

I'm sorry

no need to be sorry

Sigh.

I showed some of my other side today, ig?

yeah, but it helps to show that side, to let things go, or just vent a little

*feeling like they are going to pass out (sleep) owl noises*

Then go to bed?

But i said i would stay up all night...

Lol same And I had too much sugar, can't sleep

i just realized- i didnt eat much yet- and I'm starving

How??

its only 2am and i am utterly starving

2:14 exactly for me
(I'm in michigan)

omg- its the same for me!
(im in Ohio)

Lol

I'm dumb didn't know that was the same time zone -_-

lol

ima go to bed i think....i may be on later

Aw ok gn

*huggos* i need sleep and if i dont i may pass out so if I'm not on, u can email me

*huggos
Ok

im awake again

gm

gm shadow....sorry for not being able to stay up

It's fine!

my head is still hurting rlly bad-

oof

ima have to poof for a while, but i will be back

since its the weekend and all bc my parents

oh, okie

i will try to be back as soon as possible tho

Hi/gm/bye

aw, emailll meeee

hai again

Might have to go for the day

hey everyone....

mood-boarding is so fun ong- (random but its true)

hey everyone

I MAY NOT BE ONLINE TILL TONIGHT

Okay ttyl owl

HAI I JUST GOT LOST IN THE MALL BUT IM FINE ONLY HAD TO PUKE FOR TEN MINUTES IN THE BACKROOMS (the creepy bathroom)

Gtg going into Walmart

Hai everyone

Hiya shadow

Hai

Hai Kwitty, hai Owl

heyyy

Hru?

Tired, kinda annoyed, but other than that good

Sowwwwy ur a bit annoyed

Nah its not you, my dad tried to make me go to the gym

oh sowwy

She likes a boy...she likes a boy....And im not a boy....

Quads freaking hurt to do- if you land wrong

>127 Owltherian: huh

>129 Kwitty.G0re: Song lyrics

oooh okay i was like....

*trying to calm down owl noises* breathe.....just breathe....

are you okay owl....What's wrong...*huggo*

*shaking owl noises* breathe.....have to calm down....

Owl....

Just need to calm down.....breathe....

OWLLLL!!!!

hm?....

are you good???

other than starting to have an anxiety attack- yes yes i am

why are you having an anxiety attack

Do you really not notice everytime someone new joins i panic???

Please talk to me..

>142 Owltherian: nope I'm sorry i haven't known u for long enough to notice something like that

Many people have joined while you knew me....

i wasn't really paying attention to the new people

*poofs*

ur leaving now

Owl? What is happening?

a freaking anxiety attack is what

It will be ok!! Just breathe

Thats what im trying to do....

I just read the rp that he joined
Is he that bad? I'm confused

its not really him...its just meeting new people

Oooh ok makes more sense

I dont like talking to anyone I don't know. Including people like cashiers, classmates, people like that in general

yeah....my dad made me tell a person what drink i wanted and i was already anxious because my little brother was talking so much

:(
*Huggos*

*huggos back* i think Kwitty is gone again....

Prob not but idk

If they are it's not cuz of you

i found a plastic hook thingy- its fun to bend, and everytime I'm online fights happen soooo it prob is bc of me

Nuh-uh

Siúil, siúil, siúil a rún
Siúil go sochair agus siúil go ciúin
Siúil go doras agus éalaigh liom

I wish I were on yonder hill
'Tis there I'd sit and cry my fill,
'Til every tear would turn a mill,
Is go dté tú mo mhúirnín slán.

Siúil, siúil, siúil a rún
Siúil go sochair agus siúil go ciúin
Siúil go doras agus éalaigh liom
Is go dté tú mo mhúirnín slán.
I'll sell my rock, I'll sell my reel,
I'll sell my only spinning wheel,
To buy my love a sword of steel.
Is go dté tú mo mhúirnín slán.
Siúil, siúil, siúil a rún
Siúil go sochair agus siúil go ciúin
Siúil go doras agus éalaigh liom
Is go dté tú mo mhúirnín slán.
I wish, I wish, I wish in-vain
I wish I had my heart again
And vainly think I'd not complain
Is go dté tú mo mhúirnín slán
Siúil, siúil, siúil a rún
Siúil go sochair agus siúil go ciúin
Siúil go doras agus éalaigh liom
Is go dté tú mo mhúirnín slán.

Translated lyrics:
Walk, walk, walk his secret (Siúil, siúil, siúil a rún)
Walk profitably and walk quietly (Siúil go sochair agus siúil go ciúin)
Walk to the door and escape with me (Siúil go doras agus éalaigh liom)
I wish I were on another hill (I wish I were on yonder hill)
'Tis there I'd sit and cry my fill, ('Tis there I'd sit and cry my fill,)
'Til every tear would turn a mill, ('Til every tear would turn a mill,)
It is until you are my soul that I am safe. (Is go dté tú mo mhúirnín slán.)
Walk, walk, walk his secret (Siúil, siúil, siúil a rún)
Walk profitably and walk quietly (Siúil go sochair agus siúil go ciúin)
Walk to the door and escape with me (Siúil go doras agus éalaigh liom)
It is until you are my soul that I am safe. (Is go dté tú mo mhúirnín slán.)
I'll sell my rock, I'll sell my reel, (I'll sell my rock, I'll sell my reel,)
I'll sell my only spinning wheel, (I'll sell my only spinning wheel,)
To buy my love a sword of steel. (To buy my love a sword of steel.)
It is until you are my soul that I am safe. (Is go dté tú mo mhúirnín slán.)
Walk, walk, walk his secret (Siúil, siúil, siúil a rún)
Walk profitably and walk quietly (Siúil go sochair agus siúil go ciúin)
Walk to the door and escape with me (Siúil go doras agus éalaigh liom)
It is until you are my soul that I am safe. (Is go dté tú mo mhúirnín slán.)
I wish, I wish, I wish in-vain (I wish, I wish, I wish in-vain)
I wish I had my heart again (I wish I had my heart again)
And vainly think I'd not complain (And vainly think I'd not complain)
It is until you are my soul that I am safe (Is go dté tú mo mhúirnín slán)
Walk, walk, walk his secret (Siúil, siúil, siúil a rún)
Walk profitably and walk quietly (Siúil go sochair agus siúil go ciúin)
Walk to the door and escape with me (Siúil go doras agus éalaigh liom)
It is until you are my soul that I am safe. (Is go dté tú mo mhúirnín slán.)

anyone online????????

Rahhhhh- im just gonna use bra's to bind for now...

haha! I took out the puffy things in my bra- time to put both on

Oversized shirt timesss

What'd I miss

i mean u can check tbh

oh yeah

*out of breath owl noises*

I feel like wearing two bra's to bind is fucking useless! Maybe i can use bandages- idk....

I am literally dying- it hurts to breathe a little

WAIT- I CAN USE A SCARF! I have one!- i just need to find it-

hey owl

i'm back i just was playing Xbox games

God- i cant freaking breathe with these bras on.....but beauty before pain ig

i need to find different ways to bind tbh

like i'm doing in depth reseacrh

I would have used a scarf.....or maybe bandages

idk what really works cuz especial cuz i have a larger chest

i have a medium sized chest due to my bio mothers genes

ye it sucks

i've been made fun of because of it

I should probably go, this is not my conversation to intrude on

Ive been stared at by men! Its another reason i barely wear dresses or tights-

>189 Shadowheart1253: idc if ur here

Boys will be boys

>190 Owltherian: Ye and old conservative women stare at me too

as an ftm I hate when people question how I choose to identify myself

Nobody else almost got killed trying to joke with their 'FrIeNd' except me and it fucking sucks! Everyone said 'oh you should go to therapy' BUT I HAVE HAD SEVEN THERAPISTS

>195 Owltherian: )) that's where you're wrong

Fucking 7 and people still call me mentally unstable

im gonna try to sleep in this....or at least wear it all day

>197 Owltherian: I'm sorrrry owl

>198 Owltherian: don't bind for more than 8 hours owl

Whats the point in friends? They can break your heart, betray you, and even try to murder you

Im sure i can make at least 24 hours in this thing- even if i cant breathe

>201 Owltherian: I feel you owl and i get that

*cant breathe owl noises*

now- does anyone wanna rp?

*waiting owl noises*

i wonder if using tape would be easier.....i may try it

bck i'll rp with u

I'll rp w u

uwu

lollllll

BORED

Sorryyyyy- my dad forced me to do laundry

is anyone even online anymore?

*Vibes in dad got me tickets to an AJR concert on the 23rd of July*

no way

Yeah! Its where the Cyclones play too!

That's cool!

Mhm! The cyclones is my city's hockey team, the reds are baseball, The Bangles & FC Cincinnati are football I'm pretty sure

lol, I have honestly no idea *vibes to Soldier, Poet, King by The Oh Hellos*

I LOVE THAT SONG

lol

*vibes to Stick Season*

*waiting owl noises* if nobody is online i may go to sleep

Welp- im one useless therapist ig....

yayyyyyyyyyyyy- i cant even help someone with a simple problem.....

well...ima go watch ytube if anybody needs me

I may uh- go to sleep

Great- talking to myself like a crazy person.....

11 messages on the padlet while i slept.....hah that's more than I'm online.....

They might as well forget im there at this point....I'm a terrible therapist, friend, and girlfriend at that!

Welp.....time to go offline......i bet im going to come back to fucking thousands of messages

hahahahahahahahahaha- this is funny to me.....talking to myself- when i can just email Jynx if she can even email....

welp.....time to wait

*still waiting owl noises*

Ugh! Is anyone even going to be online??????????????????????????????????????

Crying over something stupid.....yayyyyy

what happened??

almost caught
holy shit im shaking that was close
but now hes suspicious

oh nurrr- and uh- me talking to myself....a lot

oh? lol

lonely?

yeahhhh very much so

Nobody is online and it freakin' sucks-

hey

*huggo* i missed you owl

oh uh hey- i advise you not to scroll up-

I accidentally fell asleep with my makeshift binder-

why

urmmm- i dont really want to say...

i already saw and i'm sowwwy i was up untill 1 am i should've been here

i always read what happened while i was gone

its fine-

*hugggo* you never give me huggos anymore

wtf is a binder?

*huggos*

This is a chest binder

i need to buy one my mom when i asked said no so imma buy one in secret

I may ask my father for one- but if he says no idk what I'm gonna do....

being trans poc literally sucks

cuz we get looked over as trans ppl cause we don't have the fluffy dyed hair and alt looks all the time

EXACTLY- but im nonbinary but still- i want to look the part- SINCE I KEEP BEING CALLED FUCKING SHE/HER

SLAYYY

i'm a non-binary trans masc and demi-boy

LIKE SHUT THE FRICK UP AND CALL ME BY THE RIGHT PRONOUNS

My grandparents do that and i try not to be mad- and oh! I need to ask my sister's pronouns :3 i keep forgetting

EXACTLY It's not that fricking hard to add he/him or they/them or she/her to your vocab

>267 Owltherian: i haven't come out to my 2nd partner so she dosen't know i'm trans and a lot of my friends don't know either

My oldest brother is trans and i don't wanna call them by the wrong pronouns

ooooh kewlll

i have a friend who has 2 trans sibling his name is Finn he's also trans and i love him so much he's really sweet

eek- they go by any pronouns-

i gtg going to a skate

kk

a binder is a tank-top...?
sry, i live under a rock xD

i have more questionssss

nah, it kind of compresses ur chest to look flatter, and is used by a bunch of like trans masc or ftm people

>277 Jynx_on_pawz: alrighty, ask away lol

OOOH ok makes sense
i wouldnt have to use one lmao
what is ftm?
also, if i say/ask anything offensive PLEASE tell me! i dont wanna be, and if i do, im really sorry

female to male

okkk
do you have to get surguries to be trans?

no, you dont have to get surgeries

hey sorrry i was in a rush i'm going to practice skateboarding in the nice neighborhood rn sowwwy i'll come back in a few hours

its fineeeee

Baii baii*huggo*

cool, okie! (kwitty)
okkk
y do some people go trans?

*that question was NOT me trying to be rude im just dumb and askin bc im curious

byeee :(

>287 Jynx_on_pawz: Some people realized that the female/male experience wasn't what they wanted

okkk

Transgender people are people whose gender identity is different from the gender they were thought to be at birth. “Trans” is often used as shorthand for transgender.

wait..u dont have to get surgeries, how would you stop getting your period?

Masculinizing hormone therapy involves taking the male hormone testosterone. It stops menstrual cycles and decreases the ovaries' ability to make estrogen.

>292 Owltherian: ye ik that lmao
prob the only damn thing ik about them b4 today lol

>294 Owltherian: does that mess it up if later on they wanna be a girl again and have a baby or somethin?

or is being trans permanent?

>296 Jynx_on_pawz: One side effect of testosterone treatment is infertility. Testosterone treatment decreases sperm production by decreasing levels of another hormone, follicelstimulating hormone (FSH), which is important for stimulating sperm production. In most cases, the infertility caused by testosterone treatment is reversible.

So yes, you can have babies and or turn back to a girl

>298 Owltherian: okkk

ok

any more questions?

do the chemicals affect the body anyways tho? are they completely safe??

>302 Owltherian: ye lol sry :3

One known risk is that testosterone can make your blood become too thick, otherwise known as a high hematocrit count, which can cause a stroke, heart attack or other conditions. This can be a particular problem if you are taking a dose that is too high for your body's metabolism.

so do they have to use insulin if they use that stuff?
(i think insulin is a blood thinner but idk lol)

Well, it really depends, if you take the right dose then you don't need to

but some do?

bye until tomorrow prob yall

byes bestie, ill tell you about Labrynth when u get back!

Is anyone online?????

i;m back

*huggos* WB!

*huggo* i literally wanna run awy

why?

I've done it before after me and my parents weren't in the best place

I'm just tired of my house and i feel always these things and i just don't wanna deal with it anymore

ohhh- i tried before- and my parents threatened to call the police

ye same

my mom was gonna call cps on me

and my mom told me to get the "frick" out of her house

yeahhh- lets just say CPS has been to my house for some absurd things

oop i hate cps and the system so much

yeah me too-

they don't do anything but place you in a foster home where the same shi happens or a group home that bad stuff happens in too my bf has personal experience with that shi so now i know that shi is true

I honestly if my father wasnt there prob would have went to a foster home due to my ex. stepmums bishy personality

The reason im childish is i didnt really get much of a 'nice' childhood soooo- *childish*

yk i regress cuz of my childhood trauma i also have food trauma too

I literally wish I could live with my grandma but I can't cause of the person who i can't even call my grandfather

R u there

where'd u goooo

i may not be able to get back on- sorry

whhhy

:(

Homework & my father

ooh otay baii baii

I WAS ABLE TO SNEAK MY COMP BACK UPSTAIRS!!!!!

YAY

i missed u so much

making milo(my bluey rp oc) a reference sheet

*huggos* I missed u too and alr

i love making reference sheets for my ocs

same tbh

i had tacos for dinner :)

i want to make a mystery rp where theres a murder and detective but it's a bunch of royals who got invited to a party and all their kingdoms are named after a planet and have star themed names

>344 Owltherian: oooh i had rice and chicken

Oooohhhh- that would be interesting and i really wanted to cont my Clan of Anubis rp but Viv was the only person in it T^T

I could join but tell me what it was abt

uhhh- theres a lot of info on the page lol

okay well i'll look at it

But for short: The Clan of Anubis is a semi-realistic African wild dog pack thriving in the vast landscapes of the African Savannah. Led by an experienced alpha pair, the clan exhibits a tightly-knit social structure. The pack's dynamics are influenced by the wisdom of their leaders, who guide the members in hunting, raising pups, and defending their territory.

OOOOOOOOOOOH

i 100% want in on this

Yayyyy! Im part of the alpha pair as my oc Storm

The topic: https://www.librarything.com/topic/358574#n8426248

is anybody online?

I'm here

alright- i thought you left tbh so that's kinda why i waited

lol sowwwwy i kinda zoned out there

its fine lol

Hello

*gasp* SHADOW- WHERE HAVE U BEEN

SORRY, I CAN'T GET ON ON SUNDAYS UNTIL THE NIGHT T^T I've been having the shittiest day known to mankind

*huggo* I didnt know dat T^T also uhhh- dont scroll up bc i uh- talked to myself- and its not pretty

I'm concerned for you so I will

uhhh- alr

Couldn't find it

its below our convo that happened yesterday

Ah, I'm to mentally drained to do that

Welp- i can uh- repost it if u want me to-

If you want too

Alr- give me a min

lol

hai Kwitty

Heyy shadow

Hru?

good :3

Yesterday, 10:44pm: Welp- im one useless therapist ig....

Yesterday, 10:45pm: yayyyyyyyyyyyy- i cant even help someone with a simple problem.....

Yesterday, 11:27pm: well...ima go watch ytube if anybody needs me

Yesterday, 11:37pm: I may uh- go to sleep

Today, 10:59am: Great- talking to myself like a crazy person.....

Today, 11:00am: 11 messages on the padlet while i slept.....hah that's more than I'm online.....

Today, 11:01am: They might as well forget im there at this point....I'm a terrible therapist, friend, and girlfriend at that!

Today, 11:03am: Welp.....time to go offline......i bet im going to come back to fucking thousands of messages

Today, 11:12am: hahahahahahahahahaha- this is funny to me.....talking to myself- when i can just email Jynx if she can even email....

Today, 11:44am: welp.....time to wait

Oh

I'm sowwwy i wasn't their owl

yep....told you it wasnt pretty

I was up until 1 am i could've been There

I started bringing back the old rps cuz i'm going rp crazy rn

alr

:3

For me, im struggling with social anxiety which means i hate myself and think everybody hates me too whooo! Oh no, i don't think everyone is looking at me because I'm great, i think they're severely judging me because they think I'm more worthless than a dead clam, even though i have no proof that's what they're thinking and they have treated me very nicely ever since i met them. I just have a hunch....

If this is including me then you are sadly mistaken. I regard you with one of the highest regards

When I was ? I had a friend who said their favorite color was blue...so I said my favorite color was blue too because I wanted them to like me and that gave us something in common....real critical ? thinking there...for years I kept with that pattern of becoming a person other people would like and saying my favorite color was blue because people who like purple are FREAKS!

I'm sowwwwy owl

I like purple tho :(

Heh- so do i

and this is a vent

oh, okie

Have you ever been to a birthday party for children?
And one of the children
Won't stop screaming
'Cause he's just a little attention attractor
When he grows up
To be a comic or actor
He'll be rewarded
For never maturing
For never understanding or learning
That every day
Can't be about him
There's other people
You selfish a*shole (Art is dead by bo burnham i love this part of the song cuz i relate)

I been going crazy, I been losing my mind
Maybe I'll just keep on saying everything will be fine
Gotta face the day again, it's really making me sick
I need you to stick around until I fall to pieces
But I don't wanna let you down, so I'll make a new sound
Try to get out of my head again
I don't know how to make it out
So I'm making this count, I can feel the dread is settin' in

Fake a smile, tell me how to find bliss
I'm just sick of being tired, and I'm tired of being sick
I been at it for a while, living in the silence
No, this ain't a cry for help, but I'll just end it like this

These parts describe me (Life to Lead by Iamjakehill)

The sun is fun, the land is dandy
I only talk to dogs because they don't understand me
My teeth are yellow, hello world
Would you like me a little better if they were white like yours?
I need to purge my urges, shame, shame, shame
I need an alibi to justify, somebody to blame
It's a halibut, party bitch, give it a name and say, "Hey, hey"
(I feel this part)-Alien blues by vundabar

I gtg sowwwwy owl spending time with the fam

we can rp whenever your on

alr, its fine

Ily owl ttyl

ttyl and ilyt

ILYSMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM *HUGGO*

*huggos*

BAIII BAII OWL

Baiiii

hai yall

Hai Jynx

hru?

Bored mostly, oh and tired too. Wbu?

hiii

>409 Shadowheart1253: extremely tired...
stayed up until 6 in the morning fighting you guys over things that we shouldn't be fighting over. sorry about that.

>410 Yuuki_TheMarshmallow: hullo!

>411 Jynx_on_pawz: I meant on saturday

I wasnt on-

*screeches in friend said i was 45 seconds late when i wasnt*

ik, but I'm pretty sure it was everybody else
I think you and violet_shore were the only non-banned ones that weren't there
its in #20
:(

hai owl!

*I'm exhausted

oh

Jynxxxx *huggos* i got 10 mins of sleep and i almost passed out in 1st bell

*huggos* I'm sorryyy
hw tonight: everybody! go to bed early, not at 5:00 am!

I'm getting {NONE}

>421 Jynx_on_pawz: NO

SLEEP IS FOR POSERS

*hiss* NUR I WILL NOT SLEEP-

>422 Yuuki_TheMarshmallow: how are you living then...?

Food, sleep, and water are for posers!

lmao why?

oml lol

so living is bad

bc

??

yes, yes it is

lmfao wwhyyyy?

JYNX YOU AMATEUR

WHAT THE FUDGE- IMA HAVE TO DO A WHOLE CHAPTER IN A WEEK-

...

THAT SUCKS

*cries in already stressed and didn't even start*

y'all went from
"hi!"
to
"RWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

YEH!! AGGRESSIVE NO SLEEP BEHAVIOR!!! HAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I'm sorry owlll
I have to do a 3 page essay this week ;-;

>441 Yuuki_TheMarshmallow: uh
lmao my no sleep behavior is this.

yall confuse me

hehhheh

*cries in alreasy about to have a panic attack*

>446 Owltherian: noo owl whats wrong

your essay?

no....i have two minutes to solve 5 new questions.....

>444 Sxkurablossom: same

0-0

oh no..

math?

>449 Owltherian: wot class??

i couldnt even do one....

>454 Jynx_on_pawz: Algebra 1/math

I can't help u sadly
gtg

Man fuck math

>457 Jynx_on_pawz: byebye silly jynx :33

I am here 4 u Owl. I'm in algebra1

I am also in algebra, im just stupid

lol, same

I want my bang my head into a brick wall rn-

do not *huggos*

Don't, it's not worth it

why? how is it not worth it?

banging your head in a wall

pointy piece of plastic- i play w/ it

how so?

it sharp and pokeyyy

no no no sharp sharp bad

Owl, don't hurt yourself

i wanna play w/ it thooo

yea please dont.

>473 Owltherian: nooo thats bad youll get hurt

i don't have anything else to fidget with thooo

draw thats what i do

i need to squish something or other-

hmmm idk try chewing ice

yes

ice go cronch

yes cronch

#1: i dont have ice

get some

oh

#2: i have no way of getting any

oh-

*gives cronchy ice*

BRO- WE ARNT EVEN GOING TO USE THE THING HE WASTED A WHOLE BELL ON-

lily u wanna continue the other rp?

sure- sorry im rlly busy in class

its ok

I think its your turn

gotta switch classes brb

ok

back

ugh, I have to be at school in an hour.......

ick

Im at school rn-

yeah but im three hours before you

its like 7am

Its 10:05am for me

hey owl

i won't be able to talk 1st period but after that we can talk

alrighty, im in my 3rd period

ate too many cookies. tummy hurts, lol.

*starving owl noises* I have not eaten at all yet

*sends cookies* Be careful.... Its a dangerous game these cookies play...

*nom* yummy cookie- i wish i brought some popping candy oreos my dad bought...

wha? That exists?

mhm, theres popping candy in the cream

I only eat when being naughty... nyah nyah nyahhhh! I only eat during class and at midnight!!!

lol, i eat dinner and if i can i sneak stuff up-

oh god- i um- have already worn this makeshift binder for 5 hours.....and i still have so many classes left...

ouch

Im in my 3rd and i have 7 classes

I too, have seven. Though admittedly, one is indeed, homeroom.

im in choir rn and its in the middle school and now i have to go back to the high school right after

AND CRAP- I JUST REALIZED I FORGOT MY WALLET- WHICH HAS MY MONEY TO BUY A BINDERRRRRRRRRRRR

just grab It later-

Turns out ill be out throughout the day a little more

yaysss

The cookies! How hath could thee betray thou in sucheth a way as this!?

Basically, im cramping

oh nurrrr-

And I just choked on air, so its making it worseeeeeeeeeeeee-

im casually looking up binders on amazon due to me having a $50 dollar gift card lol

ehehehheheheheh.... No one will know reehehheheheh

hehehhehehehhe-

hahaahhahahaahahhaahhahahahahahahahahaha

Gah damn- underworks is expensive as hail-

*still hunting for a binder*

oop-

idk why i cant find a good oneeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

im looking on amazon atm

hey

*cries in the chicken in my salad tastes discusting*

*vibes in eating okayish cheeseburger*

I have lunch after 3rd sadly

i have mine after 4th period

*pissed owl noises*

oop

My 10 year old brother can call me they/them easier than my damn friends-

but they said they 'only did it once' and i rudely said to use they/them pronouns for me

I WOULDNT BE ASKING 'RUDELY' IF YOU CALLED ME THE CORRECT PRONOUNS IN THE FIRST PLACE

EXACTLY

like- omfg

*cries in cant find binder that would probably fit me*

Brooo apprently u can get a free one online from these fundations but i tried to get one and my mom found out and didn't answer the door when the person came

someone please help im about to have a fucking mental breakdown

>551 Bazlisprout: oh bazli whats wrong :(

some kids were being mean to me im littarly holding back tears

>553 Bazlisprout: im so sorry you dont deserve this

*huggo* where dey at- ima beat the hail out of 'em

i cant breath its so diffcult to breath

the teacher is walking over god fucking help me..

sowwwwwy

thank god she passed me.. i just wanna go home i cant do this...

>559 Bazlisprout: im so sorry just sit down and breathe

i cant breathe.. it so hard to breath..

*having a panic attack owl noises* My teacher is talking too fast....

same.. your not the only one having a panic attack..

theres so much noise-

>557 Bazlisprout: have like gc or whatever u suppose to do to the tab to the right of this tab, then press Ctrl tab. or u could move this to a new window and press alt tab

>564 Owltherian: its okay owl..

She's goingway too fast....i am missing so many answers.....

ask her to slow down

I cant....she's way past where im mising answers now.....

oh...

it wont let me type now.....

calm down owl its okay..

we went through two whole things! I cant do anything...

its okay..

what's wrong

they are panicing and im having a damn panic attack along with them

ooop u guys don't make me cryy

Its not letting me type.....its due today.....i cant have another thing missing.....

>578 Owltherian: *hug* its okay...

my mother will ground me and i wont have anything......

calm down tell her you had a panic attack my mom always exsuses it bc of my panic attacks..

mine never does though.....

im out of the class now...

Why hello there

ello

hullo

jus checkin in I might be on later
3 worksheets suddenly assigned rn lol bye
wish me luck :)

Both of ya'll missed my daily panic attack

Whoops, sorry

its fine lol

the assignments are online so they are automaticly graded. I got a c+ on one :(
r u ok, lily?

I just did another and got an a
:)

gtg byeeeeee
I might be on later
prob not tho ;-;

awwww bye Jynx- im fine now

hello

my teacher brought cupcakes and i want one but i have to order before i can take one but i just want water....

but i also feel way too fat to even have one...

and hello Yuuki

im sure ur nawt fat!
HAIIIIIIIIII

Haiii- and i may just go say I'm taking a water and grab a cupcake as well

noice
ima grab a doughnut from ontop of the fridge
or should i snack on takis..?
idc both lmao
if anything im the one getting fat ;-;

but i dont think i am yet

oh god- im too late cuz the lady is gone.....

?

hEYYYS

After the lady makes all the coffees that people want they leave to leave the place to us and everyone got their drinks....

hmm i think i have a bad habit of giving too many details that dont matter
do i?

>605 Kwitty.G0re: hulloooooooooooooooooooo

oh wait- she is still here- maybe i can just tell her I'm getting a water rn-

>606 Owltherian: so no cupcake?

>609 Owltherian: lmao

naw- you dont give too many details that don't matter

>612 Owltherian: ya right
who gives a shit that the doughnuts are on the fridge?

Welp- im grabbing that damn cupcake im starving

I ate a not very good cheeseburger for lunch and it kinda made me want to hurl

>615 Owltherian: lmaooo
i dont blame ya

:( im sorry

brb- but i also scarfed it down like an animal-

i have to tell the lady if i want a water- i think I'm gonna do it now...but my anxious ass don't wanna get up

crazy? i was crazy once. they locked me in a room. a rubber room. a rubber room with rats. rats make me crazy.

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itll be okkkk just do it im here for youuuu

0-0
howw???

im going to try....deep breath before i prob embarrass myself

Ugh- now i have to sign something else

U GOTS THISSSSSSSS

wotttt

u..have to sign something to get..water...?

one thing i had to sign was for the cupcakes bc someone made them and now i have to sign another note thanking the coffee shop for the bus

No, i dont have to sign something to get water lol

oh uh okkkk

lmao ok

MY THROOAT

IT BUUUUUURNS

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

HELPPPPPP

WATAHH

im just gonna wait till i go home at 4:30 to get something to drink....maybe my mum can buy me a drink or something

XD- eating Takis? I can eat a whole bag of fiesta sized takis with no drink

nuhrrrrr thats a long timeee
HEY i thought u dont need water, food, or sleep?
PPOOOOOOSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEERRRRRR

>640 Owltherian: holy shit ur a mind reader
fiesta size..rn....
how

Haha- thats fun- and i have to drink at least a little to stay alive-