EmersonEveryone thinks they know who I am. I'm that reality TV star that fell in love with co-star Wesley Rich. But reality wasn't my life. It was the life I lived in front of the cameras.A life designed to entertain millions of watchers each Monday night.It only took one night to relive my past, and one night to forget my future. With someone who had been there all along. LoganSoccer is my life-it's in my blood. I train hard, I play hard, and I win. Nothing will break my focus.I should have been able to avoid it, resist the temptation. But it's there, playing every Monday night, an obsession I can't seem to shake.And I don't know what was harder: hiding it from my best friend, or watching the woman I want live a life with someone else.