life sucks ngl

i hate everything bout my life :|

yall this is a rant

my parents suck dick
my moms always on me and sayin how ima turn out bad and become a nuisance to society when im older
she also says that my attitude is bad and im stupid cuz i talk when shes talkin tryin to reason with her
when i tell my dad he always says that i should listen to my mom even if shes being unreasonable and that im in the wrong for tryin to calm her down and tellin her to think about it???

my bitch mom gets so damn pissed when u dont agree with her and says im useless and childish when she literally cant handle other peoples opinions??

shes always sayin how im gonna fail in life and when i grow older shes gonna kick me out and if i go homeless shes not gonna help me so i will forever regret being a bad person

my dads always defendin my mom saying how its honestly my fault for being sassy and havin a bad attitude and even joins her in insultin me

my friends in school r shitholes who obviously dont like me and make fun of me and how i look

im black so whenever im around them they start makin racist jokes on purpose or when i try to speak

theres also other 2 fuckers in my school who bully me and say shit bout me to my friends, my teachers, and other random ppl so whenever i walk past a student in my school they always say the n word and start screaming monkey

my teachers hate me and they dont even try to fuckin hide it

theyre always on me to single me out
when i was tired in class yesterday and slouched a little my teacher yelled "YVONNE SIT UP DONT SLEEP IN MY CLASS YOUR ALREADY FAILING IT" then every1 laughed and i was so embarrassed but i was also pissed cuz the two ppl right next to her desk were sleepin

real

dang sry man I honestly relate

no way- lmfao

>20 Sung_Jin-Woo: learn to take a joke

do you know what that is its kinda funny look it up

>24 Sung_Jin-Woo: *deep breath* Okay- I swear if you keep making bad comments about my friends i will go off

he's gone

Im just gonna block him rq-

ya kristilabrie noted tos again so time to end him :/

oh noooooo-

>24 Sung_Jin-Woo: nah im being serious its a cleaner that females used to use to clean their (:D)'s in old times

>30 Sxkurablossom: oop-

>31 IHATEMYSELF: douchebag*
the definition
like I was saying?

oop

>33 Sxkurablossom: who pissed you off

it doesnt matter its over now
I hope at least

Yea I hate a lot of things too but I’m better off living than dying 😐

My parents fucking suck
They don't like me and make it so fucking obvious even when were in fucking public
They fucking dote on my goody two shoes sister and let my dick brother do whatever he wants

I wanna kms so bad(same person as fuck like btw I JS forgot my password)

They always mock me when I'm not around right to my siblings faces and say shit about me and how "if I keep being d way I am I'm not gonna succeed in life"

I'm sry for ranting yall I js fucking hate my life

They always be like "why are you like this, I wanted my kid to be better not like the way you are"

Its fine dude, some people just need to

"why can't you be a good person, why can't you be like your brother, why can't you be normal, why can't you use ur brain, why can't you not cause problems for just a day, why can't you do better, why cant you take things seriously, why cant you be nice to your sister, why cant you do your job, why cant you stop making like difficult for everyone"

>43 Owltherian: Thx man

Sometimes I seriously consider killing myself, but I always stop cuz
I honestly don't lly want to die, I JS want to leave my crappy family

>45 fuckingtrashparents: Your welcome, if you saw how many just general venting rants i do when people are offline its a bit- crazy ig

I think I'm reaching my breaking point rn
Y'all wish me d best so I don't take a kitchen knife and kms

>47 Owltherian: lol I feel ya

And bye owl nice talking to someone who doesnt insult me d moment they meet me:)

>49 fuckingtrashparents: and then people respond & ig i don't really listen to what people tell me...already adding onto the fact my friends ignore me

bye bud!

withdrawal!

>44 fuckingtrashparents: what makes you different from your siblings grades, how much you help in your household, personality, behavior? I feel you I resent my parents and feel like my sibling can get away with more also.

Small vent:

Usually, when people ask me how im doing, the real answer is I'm doing shitty but I cant say I'm feeling shitty because I don't even have a good reason to be doing shitty so if I say I'm doing shitty then they say "Why, whats wrong?" I have to be like "Idk, all of it?" so instead when people ask how I'm doing I usually say "Im a doing so great...."

>55 Owltherian: maybe its okay to let ppl know your not doing well so they can try to cheer you up and know that you are doing shitty = maybe they can listen to you vent if they let you

>56 1hope: Maybe but idk...nobody seems to really listen much

ya usually when you listen to some1 vent there's nothing u can rlly do to improve their situation

Yeah....adding onto the fact that my friend is leeching everything i have and they never fucking listen and i was slapped in the arm by one of them bc i had SHed but that didn't help & i didn't eat anything yesterday- except for maybe a bite or two of chicken & rice that's going to now be in my dads fridge until i come back

I think I hit the point in life where I'm just done. I cried, I tried, but everything is crashing down. My thoughts are taking over me again and this time I'm too tired to fight back

get something from your school? what's SHed btw. u said u were in middle? or were u a freshmen either way just try to ditch them when you move to next school be that college or high school or just in general try to ditch them for "better" friends

>61 1hope: Self- Harmed and im in freshman in high school but i was in middle when that happened and i ate a small bit of a burger for lunch

>60 Owltherian: stop being emo and get your shit together, u still got time focus on academics and join some clubs that focus on community service

>63 1hope: I have joined clubs but all they do is stress me out more

try to focus maybe on just 2?

>62 Owltherian: def start to start to review things for finals, its coming pretty soon. its prob been said before, but prioritize the subjects you know are worse at

Im only taking one and if anything its stressing me out the most

>66 1hope: I have algebra EOC's in like a week

>67 Owltherian: what is it for

>69 1hope: I'm taking Book Club and they give us like a day or two to finish a 20+ chapter book and i am already busy so i literally have to have it be spoiled.

oh ya drop that, not rlly needed. do a community service one looks better on application or u want try to go for president of the club also looks good maybe organize a book donations or some

I wanna do communtity service at the humane society but apparently, I'm too young for that

next year then?

ig if they will let a 15 year old do community service there