Must read: The Diary of Bink Cummings Vol 1 & 2 previously. Tests, life is full of them. The world is constantly putting you through them to see how much you can take before you break. Before you are no longer who you are. Before your world dissolves around you. How long you can stay strong and overcome the obstacles. It's no secret that Big and I butt heads. It's no secret that I not only dislike my mother, I hate her because she hates me. But can these people break me? Can they push me to the edge of insanity, ready to jump? Having stayed and moved in with Big, I was living the life I never even knew I wanted. Every day was filled with promise, warmth and unconditional love. Until the day, it wasn't. Until the day it all changed and I quickly learned what I'm made of, thanks to the truths behind many years of painful secrets. It only took a single day for my world to never be the same. One day to change me forever. One day for revelations. One day I'll never forget...... Steamy Adult romance Warning: Contains Mature scenarios, and mass quantities of profanity. For Ages 18+ -This is not a Stand alone.