If you ever wanted to know and understand exactly what a hardcore drug addict or a severe alcoholic feels like as he becomes sober, then read this book. The author writes a play by play, in first person, present tense, the self deprecating struggles in his own mind as his body painfully withdraws and comes to grips with a sober life inside a clinic.

Addicts are told they are born with a gene, that when activated by alcohol or drugs, takes over...a gene that is not yet known. It is a disease and not the fault of the abuser. I'm not so sure I believe this is a disease as it is more of the drugs, alcohol, or even excessive food or a sex addict, altering a personality and it becoming a habit or addiction. Everyone I've ever met has some kind of internal problems they are dealing with, big or small. It's all in the way each person is able to handle it. So far, the only thing they say they find that defeats that addiction, and only temporarily at best, are AA meetings and the 12 step program....a continuous effort, and a Higher Power...even at that, there is only about a 15% success rate.

James thought all of that was bullshit, and he refused to believe he was born with this gene. He accepted the responsibility as his own. The choice was his to say yes or no with that first drink, or with trying that first drug. He did believe, as I also believe, that how a person handles stress, or how insecure a person may feel about themselves, can determine if a person will drink responsibly and know when to stop, or if they will look for harder stuff to mask their insecurities. He never listened to the daily lectures. He called their step-by-step program bullshit, especially when Lilly, the girl in the clinic he had fallen in love with, ran out of the clinic to a crackhouse and they didn't bother to help her until he, himself, ran out after her to find her and bring her back. Of course, he would have never even had a chance to become sober had he not entered the clinic, but the clinic appeared to be set up to only following their rules written out on paper instead of trying to identify each persons weakness and maybe straying from their formula at times to help someone. James had to find strength from within himself.

His brother had given him a book while in the clinic that seemed to help him mentally above all else: Tao Te Ching by Laozi. It gives Chinese wisdom on practical everyday life, which he gave little synopsis' throughout the book. James cherished that book.

At the end, he lets you know the outcome of the people he got to know inside the clinic. Only three stayed sober and two were still living...he is one of them. His best friend, Leonard, who the clinic advisors warned to stay away from because he was a bad influence, saved him with good, strong advise. Leonard also never relapsed, but he died of AIDS. The judge, Miles, who helped lesson James' sentence from 3-8 years to a 3-6 month sentence in county jail and several years probation, also stayed sober. All the others had been killed or incarcerated in state prisons afterwards.

Unfortunately, I gave this only a 3-star...average read...because it was so monotonous reading and living inside this author's head, rehashing his every anger, desires, and feelings over and over and over again. But, anyone dealing with these issues will surely connect to what the author is writing and feeling. ( )

I really can't see the whole fuss about how much of this story was embellished. This book was great, and was inspirational. If it helped a lot of people, I think that matters more.

Great read, as is its sequel, My Friend Leonard, although this one takes the cake between the two. ( )

Even if greatly exaggerated, still a very good read... ( )

didn't live up to the hype for me ( )

"A Million Little Pieces" is a memoir by James Frey that was published in 2003. The book gained widespread attention and controversy after it was revealed that Frey had fabricated parts of the story. Specifically, he had embellished or invented details about his criminal history and his experiences in rehab.

The controversy surrounding the book led to an investigation by the website The Smoking Gun, which published a report in 2006 detailing the discrepancies between Frey's account and the facts. In response, Oprah Winfrey, who had previously endorsed the book and included it in her book club, invited Frey onto her show to confront him about the fabrications. During the interview, Winfrey expressed disappointment in Frey and apologized to her viewers for recommending the book.

Despite the controversy, "A Million Little Pieces" remained a best-seller and was adapted into a movie in 2021. Frey went on to write several other books, both memoirs and works of fiction.
After the controversy surrounding "A Million Little Pieces," James Frey faced criticism and backlash from readers, the media, and the literary community. Some accused him of lying to readers and exploiting the genre of memoir for personal gain. Others defended him, arguing that memoirs are subjective and that Frey's story still had value even if some details were fabricated.

Following the controversy, Frey continued to write and publish books. He released a follow-up memoir, "My Friend Leonard," in 2005, which also received mixed reviews. He then turned to fiction, publishing several novels, including "Bright Shiny Morning" in 2008 and "The Final Testament of the Holy Bible" in 2011.

In addition to his writing, Frey also co-founded a media company called Full Fathom Five, which aimed to create multimedia franchises across various platforms, including books, films, and TV shows. The company has produced several successful projects, including the young adult series "I Am Number Four."

Frey's work has continued to generate controversy and debate, with some praising his writing style and others criticizing his ethics and approach to storytelling. Regardless of the controversy, Frey remains a notable figure in the literary world, and his books continue to be read and discussed by audiences around the world. ( )