This book was really good! I could not put the book down and read it in 2 days!

I received this from Bookish and BookishFirst for writing a short review on a "First Look" of the book.

This book tells the story of Claire, Michael and their daughter, Abby. Before Abby was born, Claire had a boy, Colton, who passed away from an inherited disease from Claire. Every year on his birthday, they go the museum. One day, she thinks she sees him at the museum but she sees someone much more sinister instead. A woman from their past who could threaten to divulge their secrets and get them all sent to prison.

The book is written very well and alternates between each character. It very deftly tells the story of how mitochondrial cells were manipulated to make a baby with three parents but it was not too "technical".
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Eleven-year-old Abigail has a semi-normal life, except that her parents (especially her mom) are reclusive, she has absolutely no extended family, and she's not allowed to have a smartphone or social media like her friends. She discovers through a DNA mapping site that she actually has a lot of distant relatives and even tries connecting with one, which she thinks will make her parents happy. It has the opposite effect. This sends her mom into an emotional tailspin, and before long, her life begins to unravel. Then she finds out that her parents are not who they claim to be, everything they've been hiding from is revealed, and it turns out that the danger is very real.

I had my ups and downs with this book, and wasn't sure what to rate it, even while writing this review. The writing was clear and concise, and even the science presented in the book wasn't difficult to follow. There were some specific moments in the last third of the book that I anticipated and enjoyed when they came to fruition. And there were a few small twists that I wasn't fully expecting. Outside of that, though, the book was a bit of a miss for me.

I think a lot of what didn't work for me about this book was personal preference, so keep that in mind as I continue. For starters, the book is told in 1st person, present-tense, which I thought was a strange choice, considering the POV changes, and that during the first half of the book, more than half of the story was showing what led up to the present time where the books starts. We see the story from 3 perspectives: Abigail, her mom Claire, and the antagonist Jillian, the threat from the past. The two time periods shown in the book are "present" time--Abigail is 11 and living with her mom and dad-- and the past--the year or so before Abigail was born, right up until the point that she was born. It would have made a lot more sense to me if the book was at least past-tense during the past parts. And I don't understand the reasoning behind 1st person if you want to head-hop as much as this book does. The only good thing I can say about it is that at least each time the perspective changes, it's clearly labeled. But there were still times that, even with this, I would forget who the current "I" was and get confused.

My biggest disappointment was that I was unable to connect with any of the characters. I'm definitely a character reader and writer. An interesting, well-executed plot is important, but I am character-driven. I think the main character was meant to be Claire, but the story was told from Abigail's perspective about as often, and I just couldn't get into the right frame of mind to see things even a little bit from Claire's perspective. Her single biggest driving point is the loss of her first son, due to a terrible genetic disorder, and her strong desire to have another child that is healthy, but her inability to do so, because of her genes. I have never experienced loss to this degree, and I'm not a terribly sentimental person, so I don't think I would react remotely the same way as her if I did. Don't get me wrong--I have 2 kids and I love them and would be devastated if either of them died! And perhaps I'd then discover that I would be the same as her. But in my current life, it's difficult for me to connect with her reaction to her loss, and the fact that it drives literally everything she does. Also, she's pretty terrible to her husband (Ethan), even calling him corrupt because of his ethical ideas about the genetic manipulation discussed in the story.

Abigail's parts were generally my least favorite. For one thing, she didn't come across as 11, but closer to 13 or more. Especially for someone who has been as sheltered as she has, she seems to understand and question a lot more than I'd expect. I get why she was written to be as curious and deceptive as she was, and without it, there would basically be no story, but again, my personal preference here, I didn't like how she acted.

The antagonist is basically a big loon. I mean, Claire has some mental issues, but hers are understandable and addressed. Jillian is just delusional and psychotic, and I don't know if that was on purpose, or if that was just how she had to come across in order to give the story suspense. Whichever the case, by the end, I just rolled my eyes at how stupid she had been.

For those who want to know about how clean a book is before reading--there are some sexual situations that are more detailed than I prefer, and a bit heavy on the language side (the f-word is used more than anything else, I'm pretty sure).

I don’t regret having read this book. It wasn’t terrible, it just didn’t hook me. Also, it is meant to be suspenseful, but I think that element is terribly done. The synopsis on Amazon, Goodreads, etc. gives away too much and I think the plot should have been structured differently to create more suspense. Too much of the backstory is told too soon, and the entire thing is just too predictable. I would recommend this book for those who enjoy drama and obsessive characters, but not for lovers of suspense novels.

I received a complimentary copy of this book through Netgalley. Opinions expressed in this review are completely my own. ( )

There is science. There is suspense. There is drama. There is also an important element that makes this fiction seem closer to non-fiction.

Claire wants another baby and is willing to go to great lengths to make, I mean to have, one. Against her husband’s wishes, she goes to see fertility specialist Robert Nash. Using a top-secret plausible-in-real-life-sort-of technique, Claire becomes pregnant with Abby, who is considered a “frankenbaby” after Claire’s secret is uncovered. The story jumps back and forth from the POV of Claire, Abby, Nash, and Nash’s assistant Jillian. This technique lets us see each character’s perspective and motivation (be aware, not all of them are altruistic).

The mix of science and family dynamics was done perfectly, and the bad guys are eminently hateable. As I mentioned before, the procedure to create a baby using multiple people’s sperm/eggs seems within reach. This made the book dramatic without focusing on obviously fake science.

As the author shares the character’s flaws and desires, she illustrates the desire to have and protect a child in a poignant and accurate manner. She is adept at creating psychological suspense that appears real, not overly histrionic. Except for the science and the “three-parent creation”, each character’s emotions add to the plot and support the action. Abby behaves exactly the way a kid her age would, exploiting her computer savvy and using the Internet to find answers.

There were a couple of twists in the book, one that seemed obvious and another that was a shocker. I feel there is enough going on to get the reader hooked and wanting to get to the end to see how things turn out. Things get tied up kind of quickly in the end but it was satisfying. If the author continues with her science-backed plots I'll definitely pick up her next novel. ( )

The audible version of this was great. Too often narrators screw up opposite sex voices, but she was good. I really enjoyed the story. Claire really just wants another baby, and she doesn't want him/her to suffer like her first little boy did, so she goes to Nash who has begun doing amazing things. Only he has this intelligent but crazy research assistant. And Claire's husband isn't in for lab babies. The story stays popping from the start, which is great. I deplore books that I feel like I just have to plod through until it finally gets going. Not with this one! The characters are lively and interesting and so is the storyline. The only real beef I have is the author can't possibly have any kids, or she has some for real lab babies, because I'm sorry, but real 11 year old girls do NOT talk like she had Abigail talking, thinking, and acting. I seriously had to suspend my belief when she was talking or thinking. She was more like a 13-14 y/o. Other than that, great book. ( )

WOW! Not sure what I expected from this book but what I got was WOW!! It was a thrilling, scary, emotional read. A little sci-fi (which isn't my thing) but more thriller (which is). Just when you think you know what's going on there's a twist and you're confused again. It's a little mind-boggling to know that this could actually happen and probably will but fascinating at the same time. Very well written and it keeps you riveted.
I received a free copy of this book from Netgalley and the publisher and voluntarily chose to review it.
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