Ugh! I kept hoping there would be something to enlighten me on the point of this story. It's simply a story about a self-centered, self-indulgent girl and her sister. There are no redeeming characters in this story. I even tried to think of one after I finished the book. Don't waste your time like I did. If you want a supernatural story about death (with a point), try Lauren Oliver's Before I Fall. ( )

3.5 stars because What did I just read???

Ruby and Chloe are closer than most sisters. Their mom is never around and both dad's split. Ruby has taken care of younger sister Chloe for as long as she can remember. But Ruby is more than just Chloe's caretaker and provider. In the town they live in, Ruby is the star. She's the one everyone wants to be or be with. And she always gets her way with very little persuasion.

Then something happens and Chloe decides to go live with her dad. 2 years later, Ruby brings her back promising things would be normal again. When Chloe comes back, things are normal... too normal. The accident that sent Chloe running, seemingly never happened. People in the town are still under Ruby's spell, but in almost a trance-like way.

Chloe struggles to find out the truth about her sister and the town, but the more she finds out, the more things like real and impossible start to become blurry.

My Thoughts:
One thing is for real: Nova Ren Suma is talented. After reading [b:The Walls Around Us|18044277|The Walls Around Us|Nova Ren Suma|https://d.gr-assets.com/books/1407168914s/18044277.jpg|25322052] and then this book, I'm definitely a believer in her writing. I didn't like this as well as The Walls Around Us (that one completely blew me away), but I'm still going to read everything this woman writes because the creativity is off the charts.

The most interesting part for me was the characters. It featured ones like I had never met before, but they weren't characters I even liked or wanted to root for. They were people I didn't really understand and don't know if I ever could. Still, I was interested in figuring out these people in this insanely odd town.

This story is about codependency at it's heart... a really sick codependency. Chloe is dependent on Ruby for an identity and approval. Ruby is willing to risk everything to get Chloe back so she can control her. Basically what happens is- there's an accident, Chloe leaves town for a period of time, Ruby comes and gets her back, and everything in town is weirder than usual when she arrives. Ruby's acting weird, people who are supposed to be dead, aren't. And while Ruby always had some sort of magnetic pull about her, it seems that pull has been kicked up times 100 because everyone is falling all over themselves to obey her every wish.

So I was left wondering how any of this could be possible?? Is this fantasy? magical realism? paranormal? Is one of the characters hallucinating? I still don't even know if it's none or all. The lines are all blurred and the ending didn't help.

From page 1 I didn't like Ruby. Actually, I hated the bitch. Despite that, I still wanted to know what the F was going on. I wanted Chloe to find out who she was without Ruby. I wanted Ruby to wake up and realize that the world wasn't hers and she didn't & shouldn't own people's free will. I learned really fast that this book didn't care what I wanted.

By the end several things became clear and unclear: I at least came to understand the way Ruby cared about her sister... but still not in a liking it way. I realized that I gave Chloe way too much credit and put all my hopes for the book onto a character that was never going to be strong enough for that. And then there were some things (like Owen, Chloe's love interest) which seemed to allude to some crack in the careful Ruby wall, but nothing came of it and I was wondering so hard why I had thought that in the first place. Much like The Walls Around Us, I think there will always be things about this story that I don't "get". And I'm cool with that.

OVERALL: The writing is haunting and unique and impressive. The characters and the story were both equally frustrating. It's this mix of paranormal and magical realism, but it's cloaked as a contemporary. So, is it fun because it's doing something different, or frustrating because it's all over the place? I think both. And definitely worth reading.

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Truly original. I had no idea where this story was going and was intrigued throughout. I couldn’t put it down and had to keep reading to find out what the next moment would bring. The details made visualizing this unusual town and its inhabitants easy. Understanding Ruby and what kind of magic she possesses is a bit harder.

This book won’t appeal to everyone. Anyone who likes their explanations of story mysteries tied up in neat little bows will have a problem with it. But if you like a story that is eerie, surreal, and haunting, this may be the book for you.
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This will either turn out to be the worst book or the best book.

During the first part of the book, I started to lose interest, then the confusion set in. Chloe's Ruby fascination was overbearing. However, all these points aside, I didn't put it down.

I liked the writing at some points, even though I felt stumped and bored at parts. Also, I didn't fully grasp the magical realism or "ghost story" style, or maybe I didn't feel confident that I knew for sure what was happening or what was intended stylistically by Suma. If a Teen picks this up and asks my opinion, I would recommend with a little critique about Chloe's fixation with her sister. Not my favorite YA, but I was able to get through it. ( )